March 13, 2013
In a world where there is instantaneous everything, for most, living with unanswered questions can be a beginning step in the discovery of who you are. Many may ask the question “who am I?” And then like with all things of the world, expect an immediate answer and not only immediate, but one that is completely understood and explainable. However, this is not the domain or way of the Truth of who you Are. Even this writing will mislead you.
The way of the Truth of Who you Are, is filled with twists and turns and paradox, inconsistencies and incongruent (ness), hypocrisy and ludicrousness. It is not a straight road … except it is. How do you tell someone you are on a road tonowhere (now here)? You don’t, but your life being lived will reflect it and those that are paying attention will begin to see through you, that it is true.
So next time you need an answer to anything that comes up, take a pause, don’t be so quick to find the answer. See if you can hold out and see whether or not the answer shows up in a way you could not have predicted. This is the fun of beginning to See. You begin to See that everything you have ever needed shows up. You only overlook it when you are searching for the answer, you don’t get to see all the many ways it comes … because you are looking for something specific.
When you put your search down for an answer, it allows for all possibilities to that question to arise … it’s like opening a box and then just leaving it open … not looking inside, just leaving it open, you might even begin to allow the possibility that you don’t even know what a box is … this is not becoming an idiot, it is seeing that we have labeled everything to the point that we actually don’t know what anything is, we just assume we do because it has a label … that is actually being an idiot as opposed to allowing for not knowing.
So just for today, be the box with the open top and allow that you don’t know who or what you are, but you are interested. And wait and see.